Oh I am so tired, I have no energy at all today, I am dragging myself through chores today. It is not like it is different from any other day. I have no energy what so ever, this has been going on for too long. It is soon time for me to visit the doctor again, and of course probably find no reason for this lack of energy.
I just have no idea why I am always so tired. I have no interest in doing much. I see a lot of people excited about tomorrow night, with big plans of having New Years Parties and family meals. We have no plans, only Dinner at my Aunt's and Supper at my parents on New years day, which I really have no interest in attending. I have a thyroid problem (which I take meds for) and the blood work keeps coming back fine for that, I take vitamin B12 supplements, and that always come back good too. So what is wrong with me. It is almost 3:00 p.m. here and I am still in my pj's. I am trying to clean up and do laundry, and trying to pack away the presents from Christmas. I wanted to try and make my first card using my cricut, but that doesn't seem to be happening today either.
I have an idea in my head for big changes in 2011, but if I don't figure out this energy that will never happen. I want to post about this idea, but I am scared to put it out there, to be honest putting it out there would mean I really have to try to do it. And I am scared to try it.
I will probably post about that when I take the leap to do it. I am just afraid to try and fail.