I am so mad I could spit.

I just heard that bio bitch maybe moving over this way to work this summer, meaning she will be bringing the step sons (not a bad thing) the bad thing is, is that I have a feeling she thinks she will have a free babysitter when she has to go to work. I am sorry for her but I am not taking care of them all the time so she can work. She never wants to let us have them on weekends any more unless she has a party to go to or something that she needs a babysitter for. And if Rod isn't home I am not staying home just to watch them so she can work, and with all the money we send her every month, we can't afford to have them here all the time. Sorry I am just pissed off right now. I can't go to work because we can't afford a babysitter, I don't want to work just to pass over my pay check to a babysitter, I would rather be home with my son then work for nothing.
I don't even know if this is making any sense at all i am just pissed and needed to let it out.
It's summer time soon and that means the circus is coming again, she will probably do what she has done the last 2 years and run away with the circus and leave her kids with her mother. The first year she done this we had no idea where the boys where for like a month. She is such a urgh nevermind.
Better stop here before I type something I will regret.